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Post by Terminator Force on Apr 29, 2017 2:55:26 GMT
Alright, next time I get drunk and high, I'm starting a thread called "What the Fuck 2: SwampAasPosting Day." You aint as cool as me! I am just here for some mulan szechuan sauce!!!! it is my one armed man!
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Post by PATPATPATlol on Apr 29, 2017 3:05:18 GMT
I've had suicidal thoughts before especially when I was younger. Never would do anything about it but probably because too afraid to do it. Those thoughts are less frequent now but every once in a while I'll start feeling like shit and down in the dumps. I'll lay on my bed staring at the ceiling, no music or anything going on. Oddly enough I don't drink that much anymore (not that I was a heavy drinker to begin with.) I think the last beer I had was maybe two months ago. Anyways, when I'm depressed I'll play some games like ME or listen to music for hours at a time to get my mind off things. What I'd really like to do is play in a band again but I have no motivation or drive to actually focus on it. Last band I was in just wasn't fun for me because I felt like I had to force myself to enjoy it and I ended up being pretty miserable. It would be nice though if I didn't have to work so much so I could try to spare some time on music. I've been working in kitchens for 13 fucking years and it zaps the energy out of me. No social life, no personal life just work and video games. If one day I can get some solid ground with a decent band and have fun I think that would make me super happy. Holy shit now I'm feeling depressed again just talking about it. Maybe some porn will cheer me up Also Nat I'm glad you're still around too. Suicide would not be worth it. You're a cool fun dude and I think the world would be a lesser place without you.
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Post by lapdogs on Apr 29, 2017 3:11:00 GMT
Too early to drink here but I'll join in later today just to support you I promise p.s. Apple whiskey sounds dicey.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 29, 2017 3:16:12 GMT
I've had suicidal thoughts before especially when I was younger. Never would do anything about it but probably because too afraid to do it. Those thoughts are less frequent now but every once in a while I'll start feeling like shit and down in the dumps. I'll lay on my bed staring at the ceiling, no music or anything going on. Oddly enough I don't drink that much anymore (not that I was a heavy drinker to begin with.) I think the last beer I had was maybe two months ago. Anyways, when I'm depressed I'll play some games like ME or listen to music for hours at a time to get my mind off things. What I'd really like to do is play in a band again but I have no motivation or drive to actually focus on it. Last band I was in just wasn't fun for me because I felt like I had to force myself to enjoy it and I ended up being pretty miserable. It would be nice though if I didn't have to work so much so I could try to spare some time on music. I've been working in kitchens for 13 fucking years and it zaps the energy out of me. No social life, no personal life just work and video games. If one day I can get some solid ground with a decent band and have fun I think that would make me super happy. Holy shit now I'm feeling depressed again just talking about it. Maybe some porn will cheer me up Also Nat I'm glad you're still around too. Suicide would not be worth it. You're a cool fun dude and I think the world would be a lesser place without you. Thanks for sharing that story. It is really weird for me to talk about this but being drunk it seems easy. I think about it sometimes but I doubt I could do it. I guess I neeeded to know if it is normal for a person to think about from time to time. So as to not know whether or not I am alone in this crazy fucked up mind of my own. Id never thought this thread would turn into something positive. I was just drunk and high. But I appreciate all of you. Even the douche bags here Fuckin shit
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Post by stardog89 on Apr 29, 2017 3:48:23 GMT
Hwy guys, just wanna chime in, drunk here too. Just raising my glass to you all; and also, don't do suicide, pretty much everyone is too cool for that. Just stick around and add me on XB live and play MP.
For all those that ask what I'm drinking (no one)..... Lambda IIIPA from Melvin Brewing. Fuuuuck me I'm not looking forward to the morning.
Cheers especially to Nat and DR!!!
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Post by stardog89 on Apr 29, 2017 3:48:58 GMT
Damn I couldn't spell the first word of my post right.....
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Post by SalMasRac on Apr 29, 2017 3:49:58 GMT
Hwy guys, just wanna chime in, drunk here too. Just raising my glass to you all; and also, don't do suicide, pretty much everyone is too cool for that. Just stick around and add me on XB live and play MP. For all those that ask what I'm drinking (no one)..... Lambda IIIPA from Melvin Brewing. Fuuuuck me I'm not looking forward to the morning. Cheers especially to Nat and DR!!! I would have asked you what you are drinking but then you went ahead and answered it before I could ask. Way to become your own self-fulfilling prophecy.
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Post by stardog89 on Apr 29, 2017 3:56:27 GMT
ok cheers to Sals too, he always cheers me up with his smart snarkiness
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Post by stardog89 on Apr 29, 2017 3:56:49 GMT
I'm being seerious too!!!
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Post by SalMasRac on Apr 29, 2017 3:59:12 GMT
Not drinking tonight but I got Percos on tap
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Post by OneWomanArmy on Apr 29, 2017 4:35:39 GMT
All the fun stuff always happens when I'm not here....
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Post by bacon4breakfast on Apr 29, 2017 4:37:50 GMT
All the fun stuff always happens when I'm not here.... Many important topics were discussed.
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Post by wizeman305 on Apr 29, 2017 4:41:25 GMT
i no rite
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Post by OneWomanArmy on Apr 29, 2017 4:44:14 GMT
All the fun stuff always happens when I'm not here.... Many important topics were discussed. Yeah, it always happens when I'm not around. Crowns gets stolen, people are stoned, some are talking deep shit like suicide (no offense to sweet Pat and Nat, I'm glad you shared) and much much more. I should just stay awake for 24 hours
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Post by KLGChaos on Apr 29, 2017 4:49:28 GMT
Fuck the what?
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Post by ajscott819 on Apr 29, 2017 5:47:58 GMT
Shit. I was drinking tonight too. Mother in law went in for a routine procedure and never came out of the hospital. Viewing tonight, funeral tomorrow. She would have hated the fuss. Had my own wake for her. Would have drank with all if you had I known.
Nat, we all go dark occasionally. Glad you're still here. Mainly cause you carry my ass. Also, the convo is never dull. Sleep well.
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Post by wizeman305 on Apr 29, 2017 5:53:59 GMT
Like sands in the hourglass these are the Seriously you guys are the best cause its so real everything, the support, the laughs, the tragedy. I don't mean to make light of any of it but just seeing how much support comes from strangers to other strangers is nice. Faith in humanity has been restored thank you BSN. P.S Don't do it.
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Post by KLGChaos on Apr 29, 2017 5:57:47 GMT
I'll be drinking tomorrow at my friend's birthday party. Tonight, I had to deal with my bathroom being flooded after a minor repair made by maintenance to the pipes burst. Finally just got it fixed again, but now I'm afraid to go to bed in case something else happens. Lol.
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Post by Transcended One on Apr 29, 2017 8:50:48 GMT
I knew I would get an honest answer. also btw mine is anal That meme is inaccurate, since Geordie actually gets OUT before the lockdown...
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Post by Deleted on Apr 29, 2017 11:03:14 GMT
Sorry bout last night. I made Keith Moon look like a light weight.
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Post by KLGChaos on Apr 29, 2017 11:06:26 GMT
Sorry bout last night. I made Keith Moon look like a light weight. How's the hangover?
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Post by JRandall0308 on Apr 29, 2017 13:37:57 GMT
Suicide sucks. It destroys the people left behind. If you are very depressed and angry (usually angry is a big part) then please, please do something positive. There are people to talk to and a lot of good (prescription) drugs these days, many of which are generic and cheap. Also: 1-800-273-8255 suicidepreventionlifeline.org
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Post by DragonRacer on Apr 29, 2017 13:57:21 GMT
Shit. I was drinking tonight too. Mother in law went in for a routine procedure and never came out of the hospital. Viewing tonight, funeral tomorrow. She would have hated the fuss. Had my own wake for her. Would have drank with all if you had I known. Nat, we all go dark occasionally. Glad you're still here. Mainly cause you carry my ass. Also, the convo is never dull. Sleep well. I'm sorry to hear about your loss, aj. Like sands in the hourglass these are the Seriously you guys are the best cause its so real everything, the support, the laughs, the tragedy. I don't mean to make light of any of it but just seeing how much support comes from strangers to other strangers is nice. Faith in humanity has been restored thank you BSN.P.S Don't do it. Now that is a sentence I never thought I'd see associated with BSN, past or present. Sig-worthy right there. Sorry bout last night. I made Keith Moon look like a light weight. S'all good, man. The really cool part about last night? Had you done that on old BSN, you'd have gotten a ban... others posting in it likely would have, too... and the thread would have been nuked. Instead, several of us had a few laughs at drunken honesty and then covered some very real, serious topics that ended up being a cathartic and positive thing for those involved and for some reading it. New BSN ain't perfect, but I call that an improvement.
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Post by Terminator Force on Apr 29, 2017 14:48:48 GMT
Suicide sucks. It destroys the people left behind. If you are very depressed and angry (usually angry is a big part) then please, please do something positive. There are people to talk to and a lot of good (prescription) drugs these days, many of which are generic and cheap. Also: 1-800-273-8255 suicidepreventionlifeline.orgAre you saying we finally have ways to properly test how prescription drugs affect the mind? Otherwise I call bullshit. Even knew someone who said was given these so called prescription drugs for the brain and all it did is make him hear voices in his head. You ask me, it's all patenting business and marketing these drug companies are about, not your well being. Remember when they introduced Oxycontin to the market and said it wasn't addicting at all? Stay away from synthetic drugs, kids, unless you want to party hard. Otherwise try some of the more natural stuff like Salvia Divinorum which actually has a very strong anti-depressant effect. It also feels like it cleans your entire system off all kinds of toxic and what not. ie. did some drug and don't want it's affect felt anymore, this herb snaps it's finger like you've never even done said drug that day. That's how effective it is at cleaning you up. And it's completely none addictive, more like a spiritual/meditating kind of thing. The trick with Salvia is you may not want too intense of a hit to reach trippy visions, just enough so you still stay on earth and feel it's cleansing/spiritual/anti-depressing effects. When done right it should feel like you're skin is sweating so bad like it's like wiping off very slimy drool. But relax, it only feels this way, as if you're sweating all the bad stuff out. If the hit is too strong, you may end up on Andromeda as totally different person. While the hallucination is no more then a minute in real time, it can feel like much longer in your mind (reports even say living an entire different lifetime). PS - not recommended to do it without someone watching over you & make sure you're sitting down and your phone is off.
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