All the characters that Laura Bailey voices in ME3

You just managed to make a bonafide horror story sound like something to laugh at and to point fingers because the Asari should be ashamed of.

In other words, you banalized what I understand is a pretty decent interpretation of PTSD.

The story is about how she walks out of a shower, just a towel on, to see a Banshee that she recognizes to have been, once upon a time, a close friend of hers.

This close friend turned Banshee of hers extends an arm, her eyes go black and one of the colonists this commando was there to protect drops dead.

And the Commando stands there, no weapons, no armor, completely helpless. She grabs a little human girl ("maybe 15" according to her) and runs for the hills.

Hiding for days from Reaper ground troops. Naked except for a towel, and without a gun. They end up going back to the farm. Only place they can call help from.

Some humans are held captive. Indoctrinated. They sound the alarm when freed, and this Commando proceeds to do to them the same things that the Banshee did.

She and the girl run again, but the girl is badly injured. They hide in a barn. The Reapers come, and the girl can't stop crying and whimpering.

When asked what she did, the Commando just replies "What do you think?!"

When the psychologist says the Reapers killed them, the Commando just replies that when she took a shower, she left her gun in the bedroom, and insists that SHE killed the colonists when she did that.

This Commando refuses to bathe because it brings back the single most horrific memory she has, for a single most horrific chain of events that could have happened that she is absolutely certain is her fault without question, she wants a gun because if she had one on her right then and there, she believes she could have saved those colonists from their fate, and she is absolutely terrified beyond understanding that she is going to turn into a monster and make someone else go through the same thing - Banshees have black eyes.

That, and she already considers herself the lowest of the low for ENJOYING the fight against the indoctrinated humans.

Shepard can authorize the weapon she so desperately wants, and it results in her suicide. I wonder fucking why.

Somewhere through the story, you can also piece together that the name of the little girl of maybe fifteen was Hilary Moreau, just in case that rings a bell. Wanted to be a pilot.