The Blanketfort (crying and throwing up) - The Official Solas Thread [Spoilers]

Mordin's death on Tuchanka was the first time that game made me cry

It’s funny, because after playing Trepsasser, I feel like Ainur’Len’s story has just begun.

After being told her whole life to follow someone else’s dreams, to put aside her wishes just to do the right thing. But what is the right thing? To become Keeper of her clan, despite just wanting to be a story teller? To rebuild the Inquisition, earning the title of Herald of Andraste, putting her faith aside?

She never wanted this. She kept wiping the blood off her hands, joking, shrugging. She recruited people, earning their faith, but never trusting her own words.

Why? Is this the right thing? She kept asking herself that. She let Solas take away her Vallaslin hoping that it would lift at least one burden off her shoulders.

She made friends, she met the most important people in her life, her companions. They made her fall in love with this world by exploring Thedas and getting lost in ancient ruins that once belonged to her people. She had someone to protect, so she just accepted her responsibilities.

But she never felt free.

After she loses her arm and the mark, after swallowing the truth about the old legends and about the person she loves the most, things begin to become more clear. To become true.

This is when it hits her. She realizes one thing: this is her mission. Her duty. HERS. She chose it, against everyone else. She’ll get to Solas, knock some sense into him, redeem him, stop him and save the fricking world again. Because she kinda likes it.
For the first time in her life, she chose what she wants to be, what she wants to do.

I need to see her again, play her again. I can’t let go of her knowing that she just found her way, knowing that whatever happens, her smile is free, and her duty feels right. Pls bioware. Make it happen.