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Post by Hanako Ikezawa on Feb 25, 2017 18:25:28 GMT
This place seems happy. Did good news drop or something? I could use good news. Naw... just making up theories and having warm and fuzzy moments! Oh, okay.
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Post by Salty Drell on Feb 25, 2017 18:26:24 GMT
*paps Jaal's abs* youre a precious cookie and so are all of you in here and this is my favorite thread on the Nexus. Also yes I so agree, as a person who spent a lot of time down in the darkness of the old BSN, this is bliss becasue of all of you Thanks! *hugs with abs*
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Post by Deleted on Feb 25, 2017 18:26:55 GMT
I was "myself" once and all got in exchange for my honesty stupidity was cruel mockery. It's almost made me shut myself in the home away from people. I feel the same as you now, so peaceful, this place is wonderful. Good luck to you! Thank you, and everyone else for wishing me luck! I just want to tell you something: I was in the closet for decades. The closet was so deep I had no idea I even was there. I pushed myself in there when I was 19. No one can stay in those closets for the rest of their lives, or their lives will be short. It is too hard. There comes a point when you realise mockery and cruelty doesn't matter. They don't live your life, you do. And then it just doesn't matter and you begin to do you. Honesty is never stupidity. We just have to learn in this life that unfortunately, many people are not safe, for their own reasons, and we can't change that. You learn to see who they are, and detach yourself from them. You will eventually find people who are safe to be around. It's sad I never knew you guys irl. You could do and be anything you wanted. You'd always be the ones I was proud to hang out with.
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Post by Salty Drell on Feb 25, 2017 18:31:14 GMT
I was "myself" once and all got in exchange for my honesty stupidity was cruel mockery. It's almost made me shut myself in the home away from people. I feel the same as you now, so peaceful, this place is wonderful. Good luck to you! Thank you, and everyone else for wishing me luck! I just want to tell you something: I was in the closet for decades. The closet was so deep I had no idea I even was there. I pushed myself in there when I was 19. No one can stay in those closets for the rest of their lives, or their lives will be short. It is too hard. There comes a point when you realise mockery and cruelty doesn't matter. They don't live your life, you do. And then it just doesn't matter and you begin to do you. Honesty is never stupidity. We just have to learn in this life that unfortunately, many people are not safe, for their own reasons, and we can't change that. You learn to see who they are, and detach yourself from them. You will eventually find people who are safe to be around. Truer words have never been spoken. I was terrified to come out to my family as gay, thought I would just go through my life pretending I'm straight. One day I told myself I can't do that and just came out to them, and they were all like "ok, cool" and I was like what? That easy? Never let anyone try to tell you who you should be.
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Post by Jaal Ama Darav (Kierro) on Feb 25, 2017 18:38:03 GMT
Yeah seriously. Everyone here just be yourself! That's what I do. I tried at other forums and I got treated pretty bad because I'm "too nice" or "obviously a guy because girls don't play games" or my fav "a devil disguised as an angel"
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Post by azogthenailfiler on Feb 25, 2017 18:38:15 GMT
Man, I drew some nsfw jaal/ryder on Tumblr. I think I'm the first...Wouldn't be surprised if I see it in that forum It wasn't...? I'm just saying that I haven't seen much nsfw stuff with Jaal. The fact that I made something nsfw and put it in the Jaal tag makes me feel like a target for stuff like "Ew, look what this person did! he doesn't even have a bio yet" or "How do you even know femRyder can even romance him." or worst of all "omg furry." I've seen post on tumblr literally saying that we are furries for wanting to romance Jaal xD
Ignore me, I'm paranoid. I almost rarely draw nsfw stuff and it would be embarrassing to have it made fun of, but that's the risk for making it I guess lol. At least you guys are cool and understand me.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 25, 2017 18:38:54 GMT
Thank you, and everyone else for wishing me luck! I just want to tell you something: I was in the closet for decades. The closet was so deep I had no idea I even was there. I pushed myself in there when I was 19. No one can stay in those closets for the rest of their lives, or their lives will be short. It is too hard. There comes a point when you realise mockery and cruelty doesn't matter. They don't live your life, you do. And then it just doesn't matter and you begin to do you. Honesty is never stupidity. We just have to learn in this life that unfortunately, many people are not safe, for their own reasons, and we can't change that. You learn to see who they are, and detach yourself from them. You will eventually find people who are safe to be around. Truer words have never been spoken. I was terrified to come out to my family as gay, thought I would just go through my life pretending I'm straight. One day I told myself I can't do that and just came out to them, and they were all like "ok, cool" and I was like what? That easy? Never let anyone try to tell you who you should be. Sometimes our fears are just lies. I'm really happy for you that your family didn't give you any trouble! I think many gays go through the stage where they hope they could be straight, and why not, being part of the majority is frieking lot easier than being the one who is different. Then you realise that no matter how much you lie to yourself, you are STILL different. Well, I was only releaved when I finally realised what was the main cause of most of my problems and why I was so different, but it was still damn scary and for some time I wished that maybe I was non-binary and I could keep going like I had always done and my life wouldn't change so much. I got better from it, fast. And being man makes me so damn happy!
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Post by Deleted on Feb 25, 2017 18:39:11 GMT
I'm just saying that I haven't seen much nsfw stuff with Jaal. The fact that I made something nsfw and put it in the Jaal tag makes me feel like a target for stuff like "Ew, look what this person did! he doesn't even have a bio yet" or "How do you even know femRyder can even romance him." or worst of all "omg furry." I've seen post on tumblr literally saying that we are furries for wanting to romance Jaal xD
Ignore me, I'm paranoid. I almost rarely draw nsfw stuff and it would be embarrassing to have it made fun of, but that's the risk for making it I guess lol. At least you guys are cool and understand me. Haha just no wet bodies k Jaal Ama Darav (Kierro) I LOVE that song so much!!
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Post by Suaimhneas on Feb 25, 2017 18:41:26 GMT
I'm just saying that I haven't seen much nsfw stuff with Jaal. The fact that I made something nsfw and put it in the Jaal tag makes me feel like a target for stuff like "Ew, look what this person did! he doesn't even have a bio yet" or "How do you even know femRyder can even romance him." or worst of all "omg furry." I've seen post on tumblr literally saying that we are furries for wanting to romance Jaal xD
Ignore me, I'm paranoid. I almost rarely draw nsfw stuff and it would be embarrassing to have it made fun of, but that's the risk for making it I guess lol. At least you guys are cool and understand me. Don't worry about stuff like that! Art is personal as long as you're happy with your art it doesn't matter what other people think!
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Post by Deleted on Feb 25, 2017 18:42:40 GMT
I'm just saying that I haven't seen much nsfw stuff with Jaal. The fact that I made something nsfw and put it in the Jaal tag makes me feel like a target for stuff like "Ew, look what this person did! he doesn't even have a bio yet" or "How do you even know femRyder can even romance him." or worst of all "omg furry." I've seen post on tumblr literally saying that we are furries for wanting to romance Jaal xD
Ignore me, I'm paranoid. I almost rarely draw nsfw stuff and it would be embarrassing to have it made fun of, but that's the risk for making it I guess lol. At least you guys are cool and understand me. Don't worry about stuff like that! Art is personal as long as you're happy with your art it doesn't matter what other people think! Yeah that other Jaal thread says it all...
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Post by Deleted on Feb 25, 2017 18:43:17 GMT
Yeah seriously. Everyone here just be yourself! That's what I do. I tried at other forums and I got treated pretty bad because I'm "too nice" or "obviously a guy because girls don't play games" or my fav "a devil disguised as an angel" Good example of "whatever you do, someone somewhere is hating you for it". I'm glad you didn't let it change you.
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Post by azogthenailfiler on Feb 25, 2017 18:43:45 GMT
I'm just saying that I haven't seen much nsfw stuff with Jaal. The fact that I made something nsfw and put it in the Jaal tag makes me feel like a target for stuff like "Ew, look what this person did! he doesn't even have a bio yet" or "How do you even know femRyder can even romance him." or worst of all "omg furry." I've seen post on tumblr literally saying that we are furries for wanting to romance Jaal xD
Ignore me, I'm paranoid. I almost rarely draw nsfw stuff and it would be embarrassing to have it made fun of, but that's the risk for making it I guess lol. At least you guys are cool and understand me. Don't worry about stuff like that! Art is personal as long as you're happy with your art it doesn't matter what other people think! Thank you~ Also, I love that photoshoped pic of male Ryder, Jaal, and the cat xD I'm glad you made it your icon.
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Post by Salty Drell on Feb 25, 2017 18:43:57 GMT
Truer words have never been spoken. I was terrified to come out to my family as gay, thought I would just go through my life pretending I'm straight. One day I told myself I can't do that and just came out to them, and they were all like "ok, cool" and I was like what? That easy? Never let anyone try to tell you who you should be. Sometimes our fears are just lies. I'm really happy for you that your family didn't give you any trouble! I think many gays go through the stage where they hope they could be straight, and why not, being part of the majority is frieking lot easier than being the one who is different. Then you realise that no matter how much you lie to yourself, you are STILL different. Well, I was only releaved when I finally realised what was the main cause of most of my problems and why I was so different, but it was still damn scary and for some time I wished that maybe I was non-binary and I could keep going like I had always done and my life wouldn't change so much. I got better from it, fast. And being man makes me so damn happy! Yeah if someone offered to make me straight, and I mean they actually biologically could (not like those gay conversion camps and therapy that don't work) I would say no. I'm proud and happy to be gay and wouldn't have it any other way. Huh, that rhymed.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 25, 2017 18:45:17 GMT
I was "myself" once and all got in exchange for my honesty stupidity was cruel mockery. It's almost made me shut myself in the home away from people. I feel the same as you now, so peaceful, this place is wonderful. Good luck to you! Thank you, and everyone else for wishing me luck! I just want to tell you something: I was in the closet for decades. The closet was so deep I had no idea I even was there. I pushed myself in there when I was 19. No one can stay in those closets for the rest of their lives, or their lives will be short. It is too hard. There comes a point when you realise mockery and cruelty doesn't matter. They don't live your life, you do. And then it just doesn't matter and you begin to do you. Honesty is never stupidity. We just have to learn in this life that unfortunately, many people are not safe, for their own reasons, and we can't change that. You learn to see who they are, and detach yourself from them. You will eventually find people who are safe to be around. I just talked too much... No need to thanks, i really hope that everything will be good! And i know this feeling about the closet, for i'm nothing compared to you or some other people i knew. But there is one person who told me "why should you make your life harder? why should you confess to your parents?" Maybe because he is straight (please, no offense here, people, it's just how my head worked) and he doesn't understand that i just wanted someone else close to me to accept me, i didn't plan to write it in my forehead. My mother's reaction to my words that i'm asexual and biromantic was similar to "what a bullshit, you'll grow that up". Yes, i'll grow that up when i already 24 and be like that for ages... yes . I felt Dorian almost like myself - homophobic country with it's stupid laws (it's very dumb laws about lgbt in Russia) and homophobic parents. And then i confessed that in one forum when answering some question... and... it was a nightmare for me. I wanted to kill myself when i read what they wrote to me, but then i thought "f**k them, i'll be strong". But i felt myself stupid and swore to never do that again. But there are you, wonderful and polite people. Thank you for your words, i'll try to keep them in my head. There is only one now for me, but it's alright. I'm sorry that i blurted it all on you, it's just honesty for your honesty and bravery (in my eyes it's bravery). It's a little hard to post... i again is sorry
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Post by Deleted on Feb 25, 2017 18:47:00 GMT
Yeah seriously. Everyone here just be yourself! That's what I do. I tried at other forums and I got treated pretty bad because I'm "too nice" or "obviously a guy because girls don't play games" or my fav "a devil disguised as an angel" Good example of "whatever you do, someone somewhere is hating you for it". I'm glad you didn't let it change you. Never. My whole life I was a female who liked playing games with the boys instead of trying on makeup with the girls, yet I also liked a good symphony and dressing for the opera. I liked having a boyfriend who treated me like a lady, yet I also had fun splitting the bill or paying for a movie. I was weird because I never leaned one way or the other. I was always balanced and it bothered people. Even now I am still doing what I love and as you get older you just start to stop caring what others think of you. Time is too short.
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Post by Phoenix2M on Feb 25, 2017 18:47:34 GMT
Hello guys! Urgh, I feel so bad I've spent over 30 HOURS away from the threat! Ah, the pain! It hurts so much :'( I need your help. I literally have nearly 50 pages to go through so... wow. That's what happens when I'm gone for too long. Can any of you let me know what happened in the latest 10 pages or so? Any news, spoilers, speculations or just some good fangirling/fanboying and fanart? I'm intending to read everything I missed but I worry that - with only two or so hours available to be around here - it will take me very long to do so Maybe someone did some summaries? I would really be thankful!
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Post by Deleted on Feb 25, 2017 18:48:41 GMT
Hello guys! Urgh, I feel so bad I've spent over 30 HOURS away from the threat! Ah, the pain! It hurts so much :'( I need your help. I literally have nearly 50 pages to go through so... wow. That's what happens when I'm gone for too long. Can any of you let me know what happened in the latest 10 pages or so? Any news, spoilers, speculations or just some good fangirling/fanboying and fanart? I'm intending to read everything I missed but I worry that - with only two or so hours available to be around here - it will take me very long to do so Maybe someone did some summaries? I would really be thankful! bsn.boards.net/post/323064/thread
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Post by Obliviousmiss on Feb 25, 2017 18:49:52 GMT
Hello guys! Urgh, I feel so bad I've spent over 30 HOURS away from the threat! Ah, the pain! It hurts so much :'( I need your help. I literally have nearly 50 pages to go through so... wow. That's what happens when I'm gone for too long. Can any of you let me know what happened in the latest 10 pages or so? Any news, spoilers, speculations or just some good fangirling/fanboying and fanart? I'm intending to read everything I missed but I worry that - with only two or so hours available to be around here - it will take me very long to do so Maybe someone did some summaries? I would really be thankful! Check page 450, fialka has a summary there!!!
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Post by Deleted on Feb 25, 2017 18:51:06 GMT
Sometimes our fears are just lies. I'm really happy for you that your family didn't give you any trouble! I think many gays go through the stage where they hope they could be straight, and why not, being part of the majority is frieking lot easier than being the one who is different. Then you realise that no matter how much you lie to yourself, you are STILL different. Well, I was only releaved when I finally realised what was the main cause of most of my problems and why I was so different, but it was still damn scary and for some time I wished that maybe I was non-binary and I could keep going like I had always done and my life wouldn't change so much. I got better from it, fast. And being man makes me so damn happy! Yeah if someone offered to make me straight, and I mean they actually biologically could (not like those gay conversion camps and therapy that don't work) I would say no. I'm proud and happy to be gay and wouldn't have it any other way. Huh, that rhymed. When I realised I'm trans, there was this test I did in internet. One question was "if you could take a pill that would make all dysphoria and anxiety go away but you still had to live in your birth-gender, would you take it?" I was like "My God, never! I'm not a woman and I don't want to live as one, that pill wouldn't change a THING!" So yeah. I can't say I'm proud and happy to be a trans, but gay? Anytime! That's the most fun part of this!
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Post by Salty Drell on Feb 25, 2017 18:51:29 GMT
Thank you, and everyone else for wishing me luck! I just want to tell you something: I was in the closet for decades. The closet was so deep I had no idea I even was there. I pushed myself in there when I was 19. No one can stay in those closets for the rest of their lives, or their lives will be short. It is too hard. There comes a point when you realise mockery and cruelty doesn't matter. They don't live your life, you do. And then it just doesn't matter and you begin to do you. Honesty is never stupidity. We just have to learn in this life that unfortunately, many people are not safe, for their own reasons, and we can't change that. You learn to see who they are, and detach yourself from them. You will eventually find people who are safe to be around. I just talked too much... No need to thanks, i really hope that everything will be good! And i know this feeling about the closet, for i'm nothing compared to you or some other people i knew. But there is one person who told me "why should you make your life harder? why should you confess to your parents?" Maybe because he is straight (please, no offense here, people, it's just how my head worked) and he doesn't understand that i just wanted someone else close to me to accept me, i didn't plan to write it in my forehead. My mother's reaction to my words that i'm asexual and biromantic was similar to "what a bullshit, you'll grow that up". Yes, i'll grow that up when i already 24 and be like that for ages... yes . I felt Dorian almost like myself - homophobic country with it's stupid laws (it's very dumb laws about lgbt in Russia) and homophobic parents. And then i confessed that in one forum when answering some question... and... it was a nightmare for me. I wanted to kill myself when i read what they wrote to me, but then i thought "f**k them, i'll be strong". But i felt myself stupid and swore to never do that again. But there are you, wonderful and polite people. Thank you for your words, i'll try to keep them in my head. There is only one now for me, but it's alright. I'm sorry that i blurted it all on you, it's just honesty for your honesty and bravery (in my eyes it's bravery). It's a little hard to post... i again is sorry It's okay, you can say whatever you want here. And I understand that things can be very difficult for you in Russia, but remember that there are many, many people who are like you in Russia who want someone to accept them as well. So never give up looking for those people, and love yourself for who you are.
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Post by Phoenix2M on Feb 25, 2017 18:54:40 GMT
Hello guys! Urgh, I feel so bad I've spent over 30 HOURS away from the threat! Ah, the pain! It hurts so much :'( I need your help. I literally have nearly 50 pages to go through so... wow. That's what happens when I'm gone for too long. Can any of you let me know what happened in the latest 10 pages or so? Any news, spoilers, speculations or just some good fangirling/fanboying and fanart? I'm intending to read everything I missed but I worry that - with only two or so hours available to be around here - it will take me very long to do so Maybe someone did some summaries? I would really be thankful! Check page 450, fialka has a summary there!!! AH, Thank you sooo much! I love you :') Also, someone please let fialka know I adore her hard work as well
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Post by Phoenix2M on Feb 25, 2017 18:55:26 GMT
Hello guys! Urgh, I feel so bad I've spent over 30 HOURS away from the threat! Ah, the pain! It hurts so much :'( I need your help. I literally have nearly 50 pages to go through so... wow. That's what happens when I'm gone for too long. Can any of you let me know what happened in the latest 10 pages or so? Any news, spoilers, speculations or just some good fangirling/fanboying and fanart? I'm intending to read everything I missed but I worry that - with only two or so hours available to be around here - it will take me very long to do so Maybe someone did some summaries? I would really be thankful! bsn.boards.net/post/323064/threadaww, thanks a bunch as well!
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Post by Obliviousmiss on Feb 25, 2017 18:55:47 GMT
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Post by Deleted on Feb 25, 2017 18:59:24 GMT
Thank you, and everyone else for wishing me luck! I just want to tell you something: I was in the closet for decades. The closet was so deep I had no idea I even was there. I pushed myself in there when I was 19. No one can stay in those closets for the rest of their lives, or their lives will be short. It is too hard. There comes a point when you realise mockery and cruelty doesn't matter. They don't live your life, you do. And then it just doesn't matter and you begin to do you. Honesty is never stupidity. We just have to learn in this life that unfortunately, many people are not safe, for their own reasons, and we can't change that. You learn to see who they are, and detach yourself from them. You will eventually find people who are safe to be around. I just talked too much... No need to thanks, i really hope that everything will be good! And i know this feeling about the closet, for i'm nothing compared to you or some other people i knew. But there is one person who told me "why should you make your life harder? why should you confess to your parents?" Maybe because he is straight (please, no offense here, people, it's just how my head worked) and he doesn't understand that i just wanted someone else close to me to accept me, i didn't plan to write it in my forehead. My mother's reaction to my words that i'm asexual and biromantic was similar to "what a bullshit, you'll grow that up". Yes, i'll grow that up when i already 24 and be like that for ages... yes . I felt Dorian almost like myself - homophobic country with it's stupid laws (it's very dumb laws about lgbt in Russia) and homophobic parents. And then i confessed that in one forum when answering some question... and... it was a nightmare for me. I wanted to kill myself when i read what they wrote to me, but then i thought "f**k them, i'll be strong". But i felt myself stupid and swore to never do that again. But there are you, wonderful and polite people. Thank you for your words, i'll try to keep them in my head. There is only one now for me, but it's alright. I'm sorry that i blurted it all on you, it's just honesty for your honesty and bravery (in my eyes it's bravery). It's a little hard to post... i again is sorry I feel bad for anyone who has to live in Russia as a lgbtq-person. It is literally life-threatening, and you do well to be careful. Of course best would be if you could leave the whole country, but it is easy for me to say so. Be safe and take care of yourself. Be careful with who you trust. It is easy for me to be "out" in my country where I can trust that no one will physically harm me, but it is not the same for you. In Russia I would be scared for my life. I unfortunately can't see things getting better there as long as Putin and his ilk are in power. For some reason many Russians are very conservative and bigoted.
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Post by chococri on Feb 25, 2017 19:02:57 GMT
Im back! I started watching Cosmos by Neil deGrasse Tyson -w- Lately im watching series, documental and movies of scifi because of reasons >:3
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