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Post by Giant Ambush Beetle on Dec 16, 2018 22:35:45 GMT
Today is my fix-stuff-Sunday. That day I tidy up my place and do long overdue repairs that annoy the heck out of me. Such as my power drill that got waxed when I was drilling concrete a little too....enthusiastically. Some bits came flying out, but the gears seem to be fine, so there is hope. Now I've opened it up to locate the source of all the hatred and malcontent. Mmh lots of funny parts in there, looks like LEGO Technic.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 19, 2018 20:12:43 GMT
So today I went to the gym after work. I was exhausted but a conversation I heard there made my day. There was an old lady in the changing room that just kept speaking about her husband; she spoke of him with so much love and passion! It is incredibly heartwarming to see that she loves him that much after so many years of marriage.
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Post by Cybear on Dec 19, 2018 20:59:16 GMT
Spent most of the day at the hospital/appointments. At first it went good, as I got cleared to have a surgery that I've been needing for years, and have been put on the wait-list (which should be only a few months). While I was there I thought that I'd might as well get an X-ray done (for an unrelated issue), figured it'd be a small wait and then maybe I'd grab a lunch and be home in no time. Turns out that I was waiting for almost three hours to get it done (thankfully I brought a book or I would've been bored out of my mind). But it's done now, so that's all well and good.
I am dreading going to work tomorrow, I've been off with the flu for awhile (I am, to quote my family, 'a medical catastrophe'). But gotta make some money somehow.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 19, 2018 21:31:03 GMT
Exhausting, my depression is just exhausting. It's not even the sad episodes that I'm going through. No, I've moved on from that part of grieving, now I'm just angry. When I get up in the morning, I'm angry. In the middle of the day, I'm angry. Before I go to bed, I'm angry. Its giving me a headache.
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Post by Giant Ambush Beetle on Dec 19, 2018 21:47:08 GMT
Exhausting, my depression is just exhausting. It's not even the sad episodes that I'm going through. No, I've moved on from that part of grieving, now I'm just angry. When I get up in the morning, I'm angry. In the middle of the day, I'm angry. Before I go to bed, I'm angry. Its giving me a headache. Go to a gym and release the anger. Seriously, I know nothing (besides bed action ) that cures anger as quickly and efficiently as doing some form of sports. And it makes you look good, one thing less to be angry about. Just sitting around letting the anger and hatred soak through all the layer of your inner self is basically a form of self poisoning.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 19, 2018 22:07:41 GMT
Exhausting, my depression is just exhausting. It's not even the sad episodes that I'm going through. No, I've moved on from that part of grieving, now I'm just angry. When I get up in the morning, I'm angry. In the middle of the day, I'm angry. Before I go to bed, I'm angry. Its giving me a headache. I understand how you feel. it's awful. My thing is more of "a sadness that feels like anger", I feel so "sad" that it turns into frustration, and I get highly irritable. Then I just yell at everyone around me and I feel like a monster, which worsens my state.
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Post by mousestalker on Dec 19, 2018 22:08:46 GMT
^^^What he said. I prefer to dance it off versus weights, but the idea is the same. Some furious frenetic activity that leaves your body exhausted.
The activity releases endorphins that help with the depression.
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Post by dmc1001 on Dec 20, 2018 1:43:30 GMT
I finally have a working phone after 17 days. I was so rageful about it all yesterday. Kind of glad I didn't revert to my wall punching ways. My knuckles never did like it and the pain could last for days.
Anyway, today all is right with the world.
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Post by Cybear on Dec 20, 2018 22:09:48 GMT
Well my last post here is going to be more optimistic than this one.
Unfortunately Iβve been laid off indenfinitely. Thankfully I have family who can help me in the short term but I guess itβs time to look for more work.
Life happens, itβs not always fun but ya gotta keep going.
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Post by Giant Ambush Beetle on Dec 20, 2018 22:20:17 GMT
Holy crap, today I drove to McD to get some fries at the drive-in, the problem: rush hour. I never seen anything like this before, people were driving over the curbs and traffic isles like berserks on cocaine, they cursed and screamed out of the opened windows of their cars, some were revving their engines in total anger, the dude in the car behind was using his horn faster than a machinegun shoots. To achieve this HPM (honks per minute) he must have used all his limbs plus his forehead on the button. I got out of my car, walked up to his vehicle and stared at him for a couple seconds, then I got back into my car and noticed he went all silent. I was glad when I finally got my fries and could leave with screaming tires, a couple minutes more at the drive-in and I would have been a victim of a drive-by for sure. And you know what? I loved it. This was the most amusing situation I've been in in days.
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Post by mousestalker on Dec 20, 2018 22:35:59 GMT
Well my last post here is going to be more optimistic than this one. Unfortunately Iβve been laid off indenfinitely. Thankfully I have family who can help me in the short term but I guess itβs time to look for more work. Life happens, itβs not always fun but ya gotta keep going.
I am so sorry. I hope things work out for you.
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Post by Sweet FA on Dec 21, 2018 0:33:03 GMT
Not bad, but it just got better after I bought KOTOR 1 & 2 again. It's currently going cheap on sale at GOG.com. Nice extra Christmas prezzy.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 21, 2018 0:57:05 GMT
Enjoyable, I had fun talking to some friends and relaxing after getting back from a Christmas trip. One of my ex-friends keeps poking me with a stick but I'm fine with it because he's just been making himself look progressively more and more like the asshole that he is to the others.
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Post by Arktinen on Dec 21, 2018 3:41:25 GMT
My evening ended up curious: I just saw the same tree in evening background, that was in Patricia's picture, on a review blog site Outlinist com. I personally don't like false impressions (and some were had), so will just leave this link here. I'm also wondering, how will you be using those fir trees outside, after the season is over...? They'll usually be losing their needles within a month or two, even with meticulous watering indoors. I reckon, if you live in a cold climate and have a very cold winter, they will keep their needles for a while longer. That said, I've used old xmas tree branches - or what was left of them - over the wintery flower beds as a green cover, but after a month or less, the branches just went brittle and balder each day.
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Post by House Targaryen on Dec 22, 2018 23:26:52 GMT
Today sucks. Just heard a coworker was in a car accident and died. A few days before Christmas at that.
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Post by Giant Ambush Beetle on Dec 23, 2018 0:07:43 GMT
My evening ended up curious: I just saw the same tree in evening background, that was in Patricia's picture, on a review blog site Outlinist com. I personally don't like false impressions (and some were had), so will just leave this link here. I'm also wondering, how will you be using those fir trees outside, after the season is over...? They'll usually be losing their needles within a month or two, even with meticulous watering indoors. I reckon, if you live in a cold climate and have a very cold winter, they will keep their needles for a while longer. That said, I've used old xmas tree branches - or what was left of them - over the wintery flower beds as a green cover, but after a month or less, the branches just went brittle and balder each day. Yeah, just out of curiosity I googled some pictures of the behind monitor thread, some lead me to, lets say, NSFW sites. I don't want to accuse anyone of anything but in some cases I suspect foul play.
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Post by mousestalker on Dec 23, 2018 0:14:51 GMT
Yeah, just out of curiosity I googled some pictures of the behind monitor thread, some lead me to, lets say, NSFW sites. I don't want to accuse anyone of anything but in some cases I suspect foul play. [/quote] People posted false pix on the internet?
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Post by ArcadiaGrey on Dec 23, 2018 15:14:27 GMT
Today I tackled a decoration problem we've had after removing the gas fire from the living room. An electric fire will go in it's place but we don't have one for the holidays, so I had to get creative and make something to cover the big brick hole in the room... P.S. I signed a book and placed it in the corner should Arktinen get her magnifying glass out. It's a bit blurry but I cba to take it again.
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Post by Serza on Dec 23, 2018 15:32:16 GMT
I had to look at the picture properly, but I can read it
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Post by Giant Ambush Beetle on Dec 23, 2018 15:39:38 GMT
I can't read whats written below BSN. My eyes are failing me!! Anyway, today I finished renovating my entire kitchen, only took me a couple months, lol. But to be fair I did most of the work while I was very sick and delirious. Love the way it looks now, also learned a lot about building furniture that way. Just cooked me my first meal on my new stove, since I did not burn all down and/or electrocute myself to death in the process I suspect everything is properly wired.
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Post by ArcadiaGrey on Dec 23, 2018 15:42:40 GMT
I can't read whats written below BSN. My eyes are failing me!! Anyway, today I finished renovating my entire kitchen, only took me a couple months, lol. But to be fair I did most of the work while I was very sick and delirious. Love the way it looks now, also learned a lot about building furniture that way. Just cooked me my first meal on my new stove, since I did not burn all down and/or electrocute myself to death in the process I suspect everything is properly wired. Merry Christmas BSN love, JingleGrey Nice Bee! Any before and after pics?
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Post by Giant Ambush Beetle on Dec 23, 2018 16:08:48 GMT
I can't read whats written below BSN. My eyes are failing me!! Anyway, today I finished renovating my entire kitchen, only took me a couple months, lol. But to be fair I did most of the work while I was very sick and delirious. Love the way it looks now, also learned a lot about building furniture that way. Just cooked me my first meal on my new stove, since I did not burn all down and/or electrocute myself to death in the process I suspect everything is properly wired. Merry Christmas BSN love, JingleGrey Nice Bee! Any before and after pics? I don't have any before pics because taking photos of stuff that gives me eyesore is against my philosophy! But I'll do some after pics when I have time. Also Merry Christmas to you, Grey!
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Post by mousestalker on Dec 23, 2018 17:06:59 GMT
Not a bad day so far, knock on wood. I just put in the apple tarte. When it comes out in 30+/- minutes, I will start making the pecan pies. The house already smells amazing.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 23, 2018 18:11:59 GMT
I started prepping my BΓ»che de NΓΆel for tomorrow. I burned down my first attempt of a flourless sponge (one of my siblings is "gluten intolerant"). Finally, I decided to use my usual recipe, and I am pretty pleased with the result (I still have to decorate it). I won't say anything about it to my sibling, tho
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Post by Serza on Dec 23, 2018 19:12:45 GMT
JingleMod, JingleMod... you know the carol.
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